Sunday, December 14, 2008

the battle

once upon a time
the warrior fought a battle
him and the enemy
raged 'cross the earth
destroying all in their wake

and the battle lasted a century
but the warrior won
defeating the enemy
the enemy fell
with a crash into the sea

and the warrior stood
forever valiant
and waited for the world's adoration
which never came
for there was no one left

and the warrior fell to the earth
in shock and sorrow
and he was no more

how could i know

the day i yelled at you
how could i know that when the door shut
you cried yourself sick
a whole box of tissues 
used and crumpled all over the bed?

the day you yelled at me
how could i know that when i slammed the door
you stumbled blindly
sat and stared at a blank wall for a week
couldn't speak a cohesive sentence?

the day we broke up
how could i know that when i turned my back
you sat on a bench 
in the snow
and didn't move
until someone came to lead you to your apartment
and you were in the hospital for three days 
with pneumonia?

the day we broke up
how could i know that when i watched you go
you ran and ran and ran
then stood on the bridge
contemplating the water
and you would have jumped into the icy depths
if someone hadn't come to stop you
and you didn't leave your house
or move at all
for three weeks?

the day i moved
how could i know that when the plane took off
you were watching the sky
and thinking of me
surrounded by friends
and feeling more lonely 
than you had ever felt before?

the day you moved
how could i know that when the plane took off
you took out that photo we took
so long ago
and stared at it
and dialed my phone number so many times
always pushing the clear button?

the day when it hurt most
how could i know that 
you were contemplating
a bottle of pills?

the day when it hurt most
how could i know that
you bought a pistol
and a box of bullets?

the day the phone rang
how could i know that you hadn't moved
or eaten
or drank
or slept soundly
for three days
and all your friends were concerned
and tried to talk to you
and brought you the ringing phone?

the day the phone rang
how could i know that you were in a rage
because your friends confiscated
the pills
the razors
the gun
the chemicals
the alcohol
and they dialed my number
and forced you to talk?

the day the phone rang
you cried

the day the phone rang
you threw the phone across the room

the day the phone rang
something broke

the day after the phone rang
it rang again

Thursday, December 11, 2008

frozen

something is coming
anticipation
the moon shines bright
a million miles above us

i can feel it
we are beneath a sea of glass
watching waves crash above our heads
suffocating

the moon is above
watching coldly
with empty eyes
and indifference enough to kill us all

we wander blindly
unseeing with light all around
the moon is too bright for us
we are defeated soon

and all we can do now is wait
wait for the moon to snuff itself out
something is coming
coming to choke the moon's light

and now we see
with cold but seeing eyes
the moon far above the sheet of glass
frozen in a sphere of ice

Sunday, December 7, 2008

color

once upon a time of old
there was a silver pot of gold
and in the pot was something good
a rose bouquet, a heart of wood
a box of sweets wth naught inside
a flock of doves, a soft deer hide.
and all these things together mixed
and poured into a box of sticks.
the box was shook and shook around
and thrown into a hollow mound
which soon was flooded by the sea
and drowned along with even me.
the ocean killed me in a flash
but this here box survived at last
and saved the world with rose bouquet
and dove flock, sweet box, all ash gray
each had its uses, to the last
yet not a color came to pass.