isolation

isolation
my heart is slowly breaking
but don't worry, i don't feel a thing

a haze
the haze is everywhere
my eyes
oh God, my eyes!

no no no, I feel nothing
think nothing of it
no pain, no gain
or so they say

oh oh, but God i am so alone
i want to scream, i hope i can be heard
i want to die, and hope that someone sees
and hope no one sees

oh, i am bleeding
what is this blood from bloodless skin?
what is the source?
where is the pain?
no pain...no source...no blood

i'll walk it off
to the ends of the earth
off the edge of the sea

why am i so cold?
a chill creeps into my bones
takes hold of my soul
numbs the pain
numbs my thoughts
i cannot...
no, no more
i only want to sleep
not to...
or to...
i want...
sleep

let me sleep
no...
don't wake me